My last journal you people read was true. I really don't care anymore but I should have not been so rude about it. Shouldn't have wrote all that bad things and stuff.

I'm soon hopefully leaving Appomattox High School. There is to much drama for me. I think going to a new school it will help me depression. I want my depression to end and I know my friends do too. I don't want to leave my friends but if it will help me I will. I don't want any of my friends to leave. Hopefully I can finish 10 grade. I might take on line class to finish this year. Next year I will go to a differnet school. I'll be living with Emily. I will live a new life and hopefully my new life will not chagne my old self or my friends.

I want to start a new begining. Start my life over. Make everything be the same like it use to. I believe that it can happen and I hope that it will. I don't want to be sad or angry all the time. I want to be happy like I use to be. I WANT TO BE MONICA LYNETTE FRANKLIN!!!!!